Hello blogititta! It has been a long time since I wrote anything, so I try to
be better now... Well it is the first day in two weeks in work. Feels weird.
Got two new books here and 512mb more memory for my laptop (1024MB now,
great!). What is it that I turn my head for almost every goddamn women I see
on the streets? Am I trying to lighten up shadows from my past? What the fuck
is wrong? Time for deep internal research.
By the way! I am most likely going to graduate before next semester, and I am
kind of anxious because of that. What should I do? I have only one real exam
left and one paper to write. No lessons, nothing!

Last night I saw a dream where I was in somekind of shopping complex and I
desperately wanted to buy a book written by Anna-Leena Härkönen. It was her
new book and she was there signing the books. First I had to wait there for
her and then when she came, I got the last book. I paid with my credit card. I
was backpacking and I had hid my card into a yoghurt can. I thought it was a
clever place to hide it, but it turned out to be a bit messy for the cashier.
Well, I got the book, but missed Anna's smile. She was in hurry :(