Hello blog, I haven't seen any good dreams lately, but yesterday was an
exception:
I had to go to a shop and buy things from there (mainly things Marsu bought
yesterday). The shop was really old, village shop style small building. The
lady (owner I guess), who btw looked like my grandmother I haven't seen in
maaaany many years (I'll tell you about it and the reasons later), told me to
pick the stuff and go put the money into the box that was placed on a tree
behind the shop. I shopped alone there and wondered why in the hell is the
shop so empty. I supose it was dreamreplica of the shop "Seppäsen T-Kauppa" in
Toivala from the depths of my vivid imagination. I bought the stuff and went
to pay. Then I remembered that I had forgotten to buy paper for the oven and I
had to go back. I located the paper and went back to pay. I didn't have exact
amount (3 euros) and I had to take the box down and start shuffling through
the money to find match. Suddenly the son of the shopkeeper comes and starts
yelling at me that I am robbing their money. Well eventually everything turned
out good, but it was strangely stressful. I mean, cmon, it was only dream and
someone accusing but I am a sensitive man!

The thing with my grandparents from my fathers side is a bit sad really. They
are now really old (I guess grandpa is almost 90 now) and in pretty bad shape
I suppose. I haven't been able to communicate/see them ever since my dad died
in 1997. There was some quite annoying things between his family and ours (me,
my sister and mother) during the time of death and the aftermath. 
I called them last summer (2003) and we agreed that I could go and see them
(my son has never seen his grandgrandpapa/mother because of this, and I
suppose I haven't got the right to deny it from him), and she promised to call
when is good time. They have not yet (aug 2004) called.